HAVE YOU...

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex (Define sex?)
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 27

[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[]x listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 33

[] dressed gothic
[] dressed girly
[] dressed punk
[] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
[] ate a spider while drunk

TOTAL SO FAR: 37

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[x] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
[] know what a kage hole is

TOTAL SO FAR: 45

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 54

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 63

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[]x been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL OVERALL: 72

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Well today I got tentacle raped at the hospital had to have an upper endoscope something or other. So they stuck me with needles and then rolled me into a room and run a long black tentacle down my throat lucky for me the knocked me out before they run it down into my tummy. But it seems I have a few ulcers I am going to name after my last employer. But the doc says with medicine they should go away so I have a follow up in 3 weeks wish me luck!

It’s funny how words can bring so much pain to the heart even knowing they are just text on a pace of paper or text on a screen. They can hurt just as bad as of someone smacked you or stabbed you in the heart. I find myself today looking at words that cause me much pain and sorrow for they are word from someone I love and care deeply about. I don’t know how to handle what I read so I read it over and over again trying to understand. But the words bring fear to me, a fear that scares me deep down. What do I do? What will happen? I can only wait now and pray that everything worked out ok and I don’t lose one of the people that mean so much to me.

You just ever have one of them days before? I am havng one now

When it becomes time for you to say goodbye how will you say it?

Will you say it with a goodbye kiss and a hug?

Will you say it with a heartfelt note professing your every dying love and affection?

Or will you do like me and quietly slip into the night never to be seen again, long forgotten memories in someone mine who now share their love with another?

Are these things  you ask yourself before you take the plunge into the long slumber waiting to be called upon again in the next life hopping it will be better than that last and praying you’re not doom to repeat the same mistake over and over?

 

This is just a thought  going through my head, no I am not wanting to kill myself, no I am not being emo as some would say it’s a thought deep down inside my mind. Maybe it’s from a past life, maybe it’s from something deeper then all of us ever knew.

this weekend my girlfriend came to visit I tell you what she is the best woman in the world. I lover her with all my heart as I love savanni too both of them are very very awesome people I could not live without them in my life.
more to come later I am a very tired dragon

Well today we called the bank and was told we are approved for the loan for the new modular home, all that’s left is to go to the bank Monday and sign the papers. I am one excited dragon now so this may put a damper on my ac plans will have to see. Anyway I keep you all posted on things and have photos of the move and all hehe.

 

Ok I got the all clear from my doc so I can tell you guys what’s been going on. I week before FWA I went to the hospital having trouble with my heart got there and my heart rate was between 150 and 200 beats a min which is not good. They did test there EKG, MRI, blood work and chest x-rays. They all come back good so then my doc sent me to a heart doctor, they had me on a heart monitor for 30 days and man that was annoying. They also had me to do a sleep test, and stress test with nuke and ultrasound. All the test came back good on the treadmill the doc was very surprised how well I did giving my size. Other than having high blood pressure that’s being controlled with medication I am fine in the heart health. So it all goes back to my anxiety causing the trouble which is under control right now with medication. Also got my feet looked at as to why they been killing me and it’s because I need a cheap arch support so the doc got me one and its help me out a lot. On a side note I been able to get out and move around more and been dropping the pounds really nice.  So as of right now I am in good shape and ready to kick some tail :P

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Does it hurt anybody eases ears? felt like mine wanted to bleed and gave me a slight headache

Well its Monday night and for the most part the ice and snow is melted away. the state was place under declared a disaster by the governor and national guard been dispatched to help out after the fact. in all over 1 million people were with out power in 91 county, as of today its still spotty power in 91 county and over 61 city with out power. little propane tank, D, and C batty along with bottle water are hard to find in a 45 mile radius. what little bit of emergency shipment came for the stores had very little. they are calling it the worst national disaster in recorded history of Kentucky. For me surviving through this was not that hard because I live in the country and have lived with out running water and power grown up. I know how to keep myself and my loved one save warm and healthy. To listen too people bitch about how slow thing are to returned to normal is sad. we just had a very bad ice storm that caused lots of trees to snap taking down lots of trees that took out power lines of all types. they power company along with others are busting there asses and all people are do is bitch because there lives are inconvenienced. the sad part is the people who are bitching are ones who have the money to go to a hotel or even worse have campers they can live in yet they bitch about being in the cold of there home. any way here are the photos what was taken http://nemmie.net/ice

Well its 1:20am EST as of this post the ice storm has taken its toll on the power systems and quite a few hundred people are with out power including wolf and I. I drove him to work today because I the only one with 4x4 and got him there and back safe. There are trees down all over the place and they keep falling under the weight of the ice. we moved wolf puppy just in time after moving him into the horse barn the top fell out of the tree and took out the high power lines and right down where he was not 5 min ago. I will post photos in the morning for those who want to see. Just making this post I have heard over 19 sounds of tree tops and limbs crashing to the ground right now its so very dangerous to even step foot out of my one house. well I am going to call it a night and will post more after a good night sleep Hope I got enugh gas to keep the genn running all night long >.

Went in today and had 6 teeth pulled, been needing it done for some many years now but never really had the time nor money. they pulled all 4 of my wisdom teeth and one moller on the bottom and one on the top opposite sides. My anzity was giving me fits but after I got there and they give me some of that gas I was not feeling anything hehe, now they got me on some pain meds that finly kicked in 6 hours later. What do you guy think of the sudden drop in gas found it today for 2.50 at a small gas station.

Well tomorrow I got to have 6 teeth cut out, I am so not looking forward to that at all damn wisdom teeth. Luck for me I am being put under so I will not have to worry about much just hoping I wake back up after there done. Got all the blood work back from the doc and all looks good, I got to do more my good cholesterol is down some. So after I heal from the teeth deal I start back walking up the hill every day. On another side note, the T1 the phone company installed been having trouble staying up so if I am not about on the nets its because no connection. I got some friends on here I am worried about I hope they are well and hope to hear from them soon.

Much love
Nemmie

today they finely got the DC1 turned up so now I have true broadband!!! I am happy dragon now

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Well I want to a neurologist today to find out what is going on in my head, making me have the anxiety attacks, and after doing a lots of tests and all he says “Well you have brain damage and you have had it your whole life.” Talk about a slap in the face I was like WTF So we talk more and he says it’s the part of my brain that handles reading, writing and spelling. Well this explains a lot why I have had a very hard time leaning and I can’t learn with books I can only learn hands on. So now it’s like awesome I know there was something wrong with me all them years and also like wtf is this going to get worse as I get older am I going to be one of them old guys running around outside with nothing on because I am going to be to dumb to put on my own clothes? Oh well only time will tell I guess. I go back to my hole now and stop bugging you guys. Hugs from Nemmie.

gah I started working back on a local farm to pick up some extra money, I started working last Saturday and today I checked my time and have already clocked in 79 hours. I still have to work sat and sun, before I get my paycheck on monday. yay for spending monies at AC!!!!if I make it got a court date on the 19 so wish me luck.

People have asked just who is the person behind the dragon, Well My name is John I am 30 as of 4/13/2008 I have been a voluntary firefighter for the local town where I live for over 7 years I have been to and seen many of my friend killed in car crashes and fires.. not something I would wish on anybody. I have worked since I was 16 on farms, for companies and even did a very small stent in the united states marine corp. till I got a very rapped discharged for a bad heart . From 1996 till 2001 I worked odd jobs here and there one for the E.T.G.C. in Alaska on the pipeline till BP bought them out I was making good money but because I dropped out of school in 95 and did not have the papers saying I could do what I was doing they let me go. I went back to farm work and side job till I started my own company Prus Enterprises with an old school friend. In one year we turned the company into a very good construction company. In 2006 I attend my first fur con anthrocon and wile I was there my Friend decided to drain the accounts sell off the dozers and ground equipment which we stilled owed case corp 1million for then disappeared, the fucker made off with I know 300,000.00+ cash from the bank, told the teller it was for a payment. I found out the last day of AC when I paid for my room and my card was declined thankfully I had some cash got home and it was all gone. Called the cops and found out my buddy was gone moved the day I left for ac. Well needs to say after a few months of court cases against me for breaching contracts with clients and filing charges against him I was damn near 2 million in debt. The only thing saving my was my company is an LLC so they can only take what the company has to a point, my lawyer tied lots of stuff up in legal stuff and stopped the repossession of my stuff to make good on the debits. So here I sit in 2007 with all this hanging over my head and back to doing odd ball jobs. I don’t make much but I am happy and still find the time and money to help others out when needed. Just ask the lucky furs that room with me at the cons. I am working on turning my 31 acre farm in Kentucky into a furry retreat where furs can come stay rest and start over. Grant it there are going to be the moochers and trouble makers but I am ready to deal with them.well I have spared you the really boring details of my life and my brush with death and all so I hope you here I am like me, love me or hate my fucking guts. I will not change who I am for anyone! Hugs from the dragon and the man behind the dragon.